rainy day

Days with rain. Rain is such a romantic thing. Many love stories start on rainy day. Rain brings freshness to the nature. Rain n rain n rain...bla bla bla.......

The FKE graduation nite 2006 was indeed nice n enjoyable. At 1st thought that i will just be ku li(free labour worker). But in the end found out that it was quite fun and memorable. All the seniors did a great job. Well done.
For details of the nite, click here(hope derek won't mind that i link this to ur blog,hehe coz i'm lazy to write story)

Then i cancelled my sunday trip to singapore. Too tired plus lazy. But in the end can't resist my housemates' temptation. I went to city square to shop. But...shhhi...tell u guy a secret. I can shop without money. W-H-Y n H-O-W??? Haha...easy. There is always a thing called dai yi long (lintah darat). Haha...i borrow money from my leng lui(pretty ) housemate to shop. Haha...guy out there...that's the special part of girl...even broke liao but still can go shopping. By the way, there was a short little story that happened when i went shopping. While i was walking, a guy approached me and said that he was from a wedding shop called printemps(都会佳人) and then wanted me to be model. I was blur at that time and scared that it was a trap. So i directly say "no" to him and walked away. Now when i think back...a bit regret coz mayb that's chance to earn $$$. Or mayb i'll be the next malaysian shortest model,hehe...

$$$....remind me of my lousy sponsor. I'm broke now but it still hasn't bank in money for me. I want money....i want money....i want money....i want money. Still remember chinese words : 钱不是万能的,但没有钱万万不能 (Money is not everythg but u can't do anythg without money). Think that it's quite true. Hope tml will find a beg of money while walking on street. Oh...o,day dream again...

Tml will be another tired day. Need to do part time job again. Oh..no, 8 hours of standing :( . Then, have another stupid VLSI quiz on wednesday. On my god, i'm still in holiday mood. dun wan to sit 4 quiz le...can any1 sit the quiz 4 me? i'll treat her/him a sweet (;P ,a bit stingy)

All the best to every1...

jia you,jun. :)

心灵深处的小小声音

时间 : 凌晨2时
地点 : 大学城某间屋子的第三楼
人物 : 一个平凡的女孩

窗外下着大雨.月亮婆婆偷懒,去休息了.星星放假了.四处一片沉寂.静谧的这一刻,我依然清醒.最近,有时会失眠.可能是长大了,思绪复杂了.突然想起SHE的"不想长大"."我不想 我不想 不想长大,长大后世界就没有花,我不想 我不想 不想长大,我宁愿永远笨又傻".人很矛盾.小时就盼望快点长大.反之,长大后就发现世界没有这么美好,又渴望回到童年.

深夜是最容易接触到自己内心深处的小小的自己,没有面具和伪装,赤裸裸地与内心的自己交谈.

今天谈的是什么呢??? 猜一猜...想一想...

那就是 "爱".

发现自己有点大胆,既然谈自己的爱情想法.可能是愚昧.我也不知道.

从旧恋情中站起来需要时间. 但我知道我已经成功了. 放下有时是一种释放或解脱. 承认自己对第一次不认真.可能是第一次,不了解怎样去全心全意地爱一个人. 想对那个过去的他说声"对不起".祝你幸福.

整装待发. 从新寻找心灵上所缺的那块版图. 寻寻觅觅.....发现要找一个我喜欢他,而他又喜欢我的人很难. 这就是爱情的奇妙之处. 记起屋友(住同一屋檐下的朋友...俐军发明,如有巧合,纯属雷同)曾经说过:"你选人家,人家选你,别太挑剔". 有时想想,这句话一点都没错. 别太苛刻地要求,一切顺其自然. 或许我等待的是一个小小的惊喜或感动. 我也不晓得.

又想到人的矛盾点.一个人自由自在时,没有约束时,又很高兴,不需要顾及那个特别的他或她.矛盾的是 累了,又想找一个肩膀靠一靠,或一只温暖的小手紧握你的大手.

夜已深,是时候进入梦乡了...

晚安 :)

dizzy weekend...@.@

Due to public demand, i'm back. (hehe...a bit beh paiseh)

This few days i got lots of things to do. Quite a busy weekend.

Friday = part time day. My lousy sponsor didn't bank in money to me yet. As a result, i'm broke. The days without $$$ is so suffering(sob...sob...). Therefore, i went to promote credit card. Wah....what a tough job. Imagine that u r persuading customers to register for credit card but...they just shake their heads and walk away or just utter "No, thank you" or "I have credit card ady" or "My husband got credit card ady" or "i have 5 credit cards ady,i can't afford to have another one" and bla bla bla...So hard le. Luckily in the end, i got 2 application,didn't go back home with a duck egg(zero). Then, what a "lucky" girl i'm coz the managing director(a japanese guy) came to check the progress of the credit card counter. Then, he said the counter was not tidy. then when he knew how little application that i had made, he started to teach me how to "sell" credit card and told me all the super duper benefits of the credit card. But, luckily he didn't scold me...hehe. By the way, he is not bad looking :P.

Saturday = Graduation nite 2006. With a helpful heart, i tried to help my fren, miss chia. Coz her direct senior is the president of the nite. Then her senior asked her to find frens to help in the nite. What a luck...i'm one of the victim (hehe...not really victim la....coz oso quite enjoy the process...so miss chia, dun b angry ya). We practice for simple performance(hehe...tell u a secret : the song for the performance is Crazy Frog...amazing rite?). Besides that, we will control the light system...something like that la...i'm blur oso...dunno what i suppose to do. Hope nothg goes wrong tonite....God bless

Sunday = Singapore. Oh...no, what a tiring weekend. Need to go sg to help my sis to analyse the price of the PDA she wants, ZIRE 72.


Have a nice day....tata