you mustn't quit

when packing stuffs to move from jb bek to sarawak, i found this in my drawer. dunno copy this from where....but quite nice 4 encouraging/inspiring ppl

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You mustn't quit

when things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
when the road you are trudging seems all uphill,
when the funds are low and the debts are high
and you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
when care is pressing you down a bit,
rest if you must --- but never quit.

life is queer, with its twists and turns,
as everyone of us somtimes learns
and many a failure turns about
when hemight have won if he'd stuck it out;
stick to your task, though the pace seems slow ---
you may succeed with one more blow.

success is failure turned inside out---
the silver tint of the clouds of doubt ---
and you never can tell how close you are,
it may be near when it seems afar;
so stick to the fight when you are hardest hit---
it's when things seem worst that you mustn't quit

Packing

After 5 years of tipu makan in UTM, finally it's time to leave. Had headache during packing coz i like to buy small and cute stuffs n also like to collect rubbish. My stuffs filled up 3 boxes of 15 inch monitor box, 3 boxes of double A paper box. Finally, i know where have all my money gone. hehe.....

Cute key chain and little stuffs gave by coursemates and frens in utm. (i'll take good k of them)





Hehe....then another short story to tell. Found the underneath postcard in the drawer. It was given by a air steward around 1 year ago. That time i took plane from kuching to johor. Then, that day i worn a shirt with 'half naughty half nice' written on it. I reached airport a bit late and appeared to be the last person who entered the plane. When i went in the plane, that air steward said, " half naughty half nice, cool words on ur shirt ya". i just smiled and quickily entered plane. Then, during the flight, i beh tahan and wanted to go toilet. I seldom go plane's toilet 1 coz macam weird to pang sai or make air kekwa in the air. Then, when i entered the toilet, the toilet door lock macam a bit weird. i pun cincai lock lo. When i had done my business in toilet, i came out and the air steward was waiting there, telling me that i didn't lock the door just nw. Luckily got him to help me jaga door. Then, we chit chat a bit lo. Then like normal i bek to seat liao. When the plane reached the destination, i walked out the plane. Then the air steward passed me this postcard. At that moment i didn't read the content of it and just took and walked away. When bek home, only read. Hehe....but i never call bek or sms bek....else my bf chopped me into thousand pieces and throw into sea for feeding crocodiles (u know la...sarawak a lot of crocodiles.....ahaah)

A full stop to PSM

sorry ar, kidnap again by alien. this time quite serious, missing 4 nearly half year. nw posting all the drafts (those stories wrote when got ilham, but half way ilham hilang n stop). Nw clear all the drafts 1st and update u all abt my new life soon ....stay tune....keke...hope i will be more hardworking n update blog

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13 April 2007, 4pm would be a memorable time for me. My PSM or final year project came to an end at that moment. In the morning presentation section, a panel asked questions bertubi-tubi (i think she asked at least 10 questions). My bullet proof shirt was nearly torn. But, fortunately, she didn't shoot questions, just asked questions in a nice way. Far more better than the department of Tikus (MICE). Department of benih dalam (INSEED) still better for org tipu makan like me. ahaha. Then , really quite lucky during demo session in the afternoon as the panels didn't asked much questions. After they knew the system was working then they let us go liao....ahaha...so happy now. Flying in the air. ahaha..............

I spent 1 year time in PSM and everything just ended in few hours. Recalling back the memory of PSM, it was filled with joy, upset, disappointed, excitement, pek-chek-ness and bla bla bla....

Still remembered the day when name list of supervisor for PSM students was out in front of Abdul Hamid's room. I was so shocked. [Txxxx Lxx Jun - Puan Ismawati Binti Abdul Ghani]. First thing that came across my mind was ---- walao, i'm under a fierce and strict supervisor.

Still remembered the 1st time i went to see Puan Ismawati. My hand was shaking when i open her door. Then, she was quite serious also when telling us the psm stuffs.......(lazy to write in details liao...just summarize la). After a few months under her supervision, finally know that she is a good supervisor. Although sumtimes she got a bit mood but i understand la.....(kekeke...i'm also girl...sumtimes will bcome weird a bit one). Still remembered the time she told us abt the printer story(which brand printer is good), harry potter story(for books which transform into movie, it's still more exciting to read the book than watching the movie), her anak-anak story(her son very smart in studying, her little daughter is cute).

Duri, ombak, raksasa, giant encountered in the psm journey
1. Bluetooth zai zai dun know how to talk
2. After zai zai know how to talk liao, but 1 speak in malay, another 1 speak in english, they dun wan to talk to each other
3. Finally, can talk liao, then start do hardware and fabricate pcb. who know portable unit punya size too big kena reject by supervisor so redo lo.
4. suddenly, phone rosak. after 2 phone spoilt ,only we know the root cause. luckily still cn inish everythg on time

Tada....end of psm story. Thanks 4 all parties which help in this project especially mr.lee, bee yong, ah teo, wing wing, s.tat, c.heng, and many many more.....


(sorry ar...this post is super rojak.....write in 120km/h)

Drop by to say 'hi' after being kidnapped by alien for few months

Finally, I'm a bit free(not totally free because still got 2 more papers to go before i say bye bye to everything in UTM) after finished rushing for assignment, psm, psm demo and bla bla bla.

My life is back to normal. Every morning wake up at 8.30am(early le...macam ah pek tua wake up early to play tai ji but i dun play tai ji, i play comp nia) and start my daily routine. 1st thing to do is PANG SAI. Pang sai is very important task in our life because it let the rubbish in our body to go to INDAH WATER. hehe. Then, after mum mum my breakfast, will switch on computer to play a game of neopet before i start studying (study week mah...). After that just study, eat, study, eat, play games, eat, study and finally sleep. I sleep early, around 12am will go and meet uncle chow liao. Hehe....a simple life of mine

okok....time to tell story again. R u ready to listen? Prepare ur pillow in case u fall asleep or prepare tissues paper in case u cry non-stop or sit steadily on ur chair in case u fall down from it after listen to ah jun adventurous story....ahaha

This morning, i went to pusat kesihatan(PK) UTM to do 2 great and scary tasks. 1st, check my teeth. 2nd, do blood test 4 hepatitis B. Walao....this morning after got the record from PK staff, only i realised that i didn't go for teeth checking for 2 years liao. no wonder my cute little teeth macam naughty and feel pain when eat ice cream. And then coincidentally my fren's fren kong hang boon was inside dentist 's room. So i waited outside the room with my heart beating at 120km/h ( can fight with highway car, haha ). After a short wait, it was my turn to go for battle. i sat on the scary dentist chair.....

Dentist : Apa masalah?
Jun : Erm....rasanya gigi ada masalah. Sakit semasa makan ice cream.
Dentist : Mana sakit?
Jun : Tak tahu tetapi sakit.
Dentist : (smiling) ok. i tolong check
Jun : (God pls bless me...my heart murmured)
Dentist : Oh, tampal lama sudah pecah. Saya tampal yang baru, ok?
Jun : OK.....erm....tapi .....tapi ....doctor......sakit tak?
Dentist : (smilling again) sikit sakit tentu ada ( then straight away start the whole process)
(Jun was like a fish in the frying pan...let the dentist main)

Finally, 'phew' i had done my 1st task. i went to counter to pay rm4 (cheap desu ne). Then, heading for my second task. i went to the place to take blood and waited for the nurse.

Nurse : Adik, nak buat apa?
Jun : Saya nak ambil darah untuk test hepatitis B
Nurse : Ok. no problem. (she started to take the needle and some small small stuff)
Jun : Kak, sakit tak? saya takut la. Phobia suntikan. Beberapa darah perlu?
Nurse : Tentu ada sikit sakit. Jangan takut hanya ambil 3cc darah sahaja.
Jun : OK....(turn my head aside and dun dare to c how the nurse inject ..)
Nurse : Adik, sudah. Wah...tadi kamu macam takut dan tension semasa saya cucuk. Tapi kau tengok cepat sahaja.

Hehe....finally done my 2nd task. I'm so happy now. hehe....waiting for my hepatitis B result this friday. (the story above was added with a bit of salt, oil, asam.)

okla...tat's all for nw. need to bek to study liao. good luck to all

2002-2007，五年的光阴

看了SEL大哥，罗记，写的 ‘五年’ 后，突然有感而发，吐出（写）了这篇属于我的五年。

什么是时间？之前看过一篇文章。文章里说，如果你想知道一秒有多久，那你就问奥运100米银牌得主（因为他因那么一秒而输给了金牌得主）。文章里也提到一分钟，一小时，一个月，一年等等的定义。其中一行字在我心中产生了共鸣。“什么是五年？那你就问一个刚毕业的大学生。”

五年，说快不快，说慢不慢。回想这五年来的林林总总，有开心，有伤心，有失落，有欢乐和各种心情的起起落落，五味杂陈，就像是一碗五味汤，只有喝的人懂它的滋味。

五年前的一个决定，把我带到五年后的这里。对与错或许已经不重要。后悔与否一直成为我心中的挣扎。五年后的今天，我发现工程师并不是我心中想要的。我仍然 迷失，找不到属于我的天地。想当年，因为要逃避中六而踏上UTM这条不归路（哈哈，好像太夸张）。这五年来，骗吃骗喝，靠着我COPY CAT的本领熬过来了。但有一样东西我不曾后悔过，那就是你们，我在UTM所认识的所有朋友。你们是我五年来最珍贵的财富--- 我的housemates，我的coursemates，我的faculty mates，PELTACers等等等。。。。

5年的点点滴滴 ----
#1st year 就好像在honeymoon，悠哉游哉，下午空闲时还可以找周公下棋，周末还可以去lepak lepak

#2nd year 就好像刚进军队的军人，开始学习新技巧。开始学 E & E的东西如 circuit theory,C programming和 bla bla bla ，与resistor, diode, semiconductor, ohm's law, kirchoff's law....打交
道。

# 3rd year 就好像进战场的军人。每个礼拜至少有一个考试，天天处于打战状态，为了考试而考试。麻木。那时，周公常常怪我不找他下棋。

#4th year 是考试和assignment的combination组成。A-sai-ment 这时开始占生活中的一部份。彻夜赶PLC的traffic light。。。

#5th year 是PSM和assignment的combination组成。 彻夜赶CAD的CPU（那时，真想直接买一粒CPU 给lecturer instead of 自己design, 彻夜赶Comp & Multimedia的lift， 天天教bluetooth zai zai说话.........

发现五年前的我和现在的我截然不同。我成长了，无论心灵，外表都慢慢地从一只毛毛虫蜕变成一只蝴蝶。最明显的应该是我的外表。从当年那个有点土土，短头发，tomboy的俐军变成今天这个长头发，可爱的俐军。唯一不变的是我还是那么迷糊，天真和爱发白日梦。



无论如何，五年已过去了。眼前的路还很长。祝福大家。数十载后，有一天突然想起这段五年的回忆，或许我们都会莞尔一笑。 = )